ini waktu gue outbond bareng anak anak MA.

where are you now?

when i need you the most

much to remember you

but i don't find you

where are you now?

when i can't walk goodly

and i must hold something

but you're nothing

i always hope when i think about you, you will come

but, its an impossible,

you don't come!

when the sun was rose

and i see the sun smile to me

and all to be beautiful

i find my hand hold your face

but that's just your shadow

i find my hand hold your eyes

but that's just your shadow

yes

all of about you it just only shadow

he was in my dream last night

i saw, he gave me a smile. i smile too

and than

he told me that i must change my heart

not to him again, but search the other

and he smile again

i say that i cant!

but he force me to forgot all of about him

my clock is ringing.

i wake up

when saturday night

you come to my home

and i see you stand up in front of my door

your right hand at your back

you knock my door and i open that

you smile i smile

you give me a flower

WOW!

its edelwes flower..

and you invite me at the place,

a beautiful place,that only you and i in there

and then you wishper in my ear

"I LOVE YOU"

dulu waktu gue smp, gue sering denger katanya masa masa yang paling enak tuh masa masa di sma. di sma katanya seru banget, itu masa masanya cinta datang dan pergi, masa puber pubenya kita, masa masa ngerasain jadi anak remaja yang bener bener remaja,blablabla..

tapi bagi gue itu bulshit! gue ngga dapetin itu semua! lulus smp gue langsung di kurung abis abisan. hidup penuh aturan. jauh  dari ortu gue, jauh dari sahabat-sahabat gue. di sini gue harus beradaptasi sama orang orang yang jelas ga pernah gue kenal sebelumnya, di sini gue harus belajar apa itu hidup yang sebenarnya, di sini gue belajar apa itu arti persahabatan yang sebenarnya, hidup gue berubah. bener bener berubah!

temen temen gue di sini adalah keluarga gue. gue susah, seneng, sedih segalamacem nya, temen temen gue yang selalu ada di samping gue.

tapi gue bosen sama idup yang selalu monoton! itu itu terus yang gue jalanin. sehari, seminggu, sebulan, setahun!